No regrets

I have less than two months left to stay in Helsinki. 2 months. 8 weeks. 60 days... So little...

I will change the country again. Hopefully for the one I want to be in. 

I don't know where I would be now if I didn't travel to Holland on my birthday. I guess, that meeting was a turning point, a push I needed to realize something about myself again. You meet people and they change your life in a moment. Well, not really in a moment... But the impact is so great.  

I understand something important: I need to do what makes me happy and be close to people that make me happy and whom I can make happy. Does this life in Helsinki make me happy? If I was not such an optimist, I think it wouldn't. I do have a comfortable life here and can make it even more comfortable. But... There is no one to love. Really love. Somehow I didn't meet anyone, who can become a special person for me.

But I do have them in Belgium... So I guess the choice is correct then. 

I know that everything happens for a reason. It is just sad a bit to leave again. But no regrets. Really.

So for the next 2 months I still need to:

- visit amusement park
- visit Kiasma museum (done)

- take a ride on cultural tram

- go to National park

- visit islands

- go to Tallin (ticket booked! 13-15 May)

- maybe go to Fazer chocolate factory (planned, in the process to gather people)

- go to Heureka

- visit planetarium

- visiting meditation course

- take the most out of my gym membership :)

- say bye to people I value the most

I don't think it is a full list. Well, I didn't mention that I have some important (for me) things to accomplish at work. 

Yeah a lot of things to do to make a proper closure. But it is needed if I want to leave this country with a light heart.